addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
without a sound we lose sight of the ground
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT.
I don't know what's happening why is everything falling apart like this why.. WHY.
I CAN'T TAKE ITTT :( MAKE IT GO AWAY. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS!?
I HATE THIS PLACE WHY CAN'T I JUST RUN AWAY FROM IT ALL.
cover my ears and just scream until there's no more air left in my lungs and i'll just disappear.
@($**(&!@#
i hate it. i hate all of this.
what is life anyway... why can't i just give up.
i feel stupid, i'm confiding in a window on a computer screen.